Thursday, July 23, 2009

Apple-Shaped Heart

Claymore-fanfic. As well as Deneve knows Helen, she doesn't know why Helen loves apples so. (Teresa/Clare, Miria/Galatea, Irene/Flora, Helen/Deneve)



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Disclaimer: Claymore belongs to Yagi Norihiro as far as I know, and certainly not this little dragon.
As I have never read the manga this is based solely on the anime and the odd spoilery thing I picked up off Wikipedia, but as I change around the official story to suit mine anyway, not to mention completely make things up, hopefully it won’t matter too much.

This is a sequel to “Paths of Silver”, “Chasing the Lightning”, “The Healing Touch” and "Awakened Love", and it is a Helen/Deneve story with tiny hints of other pairings in it. It is likely the last part of the series.


The order in which to read these stories:
1. Paths of Silver
2. Chasing the Lightning
3. The Healing Touch
4. Awakened Love
5. Apple-Shaped Heart





Apple-Shaped Heart
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by Carola “Ryûchan” Eriksson






Deneve had known Helen, really known her, for years.

While not exactly of the same group to become warriors, the age gap between them was small enough that they had crossed paths during the later days of Deneve’s training, and for some reason the skinny little blonde that somehow managed to grin widely through the pain had stuck in Deneve’s memory.

She had recognised her immediately when a few years after having become an active operative Helen, newly completed as a warrior and given a not to bad initial rank, was sent on a mission that overlapped Deneve’s own. Deneve had felt strangely relieved that Helen had come out of the hell that was the creation of the half-breed warriors still retaining her easy smile and playful nature. Deneve herself was far too serious in disposition, but for some reason she felt a touch protective when it came to the smile of that young girl.

Their paths crossed now and again after that, and when they both began climbing in rank, the occasions that they were sent out on the same missions or had their paths overlap increased greatly as well. Deneve could not say exactly how it had happened, one day it just seemed as if they had always been friends.

For some reason Helen always took a great deal of pride in Deneve rising a number or two in rank, more so than she appeared to do in her own, and pretty soon it became a habit of hers to always find a way to introduce Deneve with her ranking number, as if those she met should instantly know who Deneve was and be amazed. Deneve herself never put that much stock into the ranking system, she did not care what number she was, although there was something pleasant about Helen’s enthusiasm every time Deneve could tell her that she had made a higher number. What mattered to Deneve was fighting to the fullest of your ability and improving yourself, and for those things she often felt a completely irrational flash of pride on Helen’s behalf. She often thought that Helen should rank higher for her skills, but the Organization did not appear to see Helen in the same light as she did.

Of course Helen’s big problem was her temper. As quick as she was to smile and make friendly, just as quick was she to anger, and combined with her fierce sense of loyalty obeying rules and orders were not always enough to keep her in check. The first time Deneve had realized what strong loyalty was directed her way was when they, still not near the ranking levels they would eventually achieve, had been sent on a mission together with two other warriors against an Awakened being.

The Awakened being turned out to be some kind of false rumour, but they did not know that and spent several days together in and just outside a city near the coast. It had been night-time, and the four warriors had moved through the seedier district of the city to get to the other side. The group of men that staggered into their path were either too drunk or just too stupid to hold their tongues after seeing the claymore blades at their backs, for after the usual slurs about their humanity, one of them grew creative and wondered how come there was a male Claymore with them, pointing at Deneve. Soon several of them made raucous remarks regarding Deneve’s gender, but she had not paid them any mind and merely continued following their Captain.

Helen however exploded. By the time Deneve managed to pull her away Helen had managed to pound the men bloody, and as they held her back while the men scurried away into the night Helen told them, at a volume they could not miss no matter how fast they were fleeing, that her hacking choice pieces off of them was not the same thing as killing them.

Their Captain at the time had been amused by Helen’s protectiveness, and argued that since Helen managed to avoid drawing her sword there was no reason to report the event to her Handler. Helen would manage to get herself in trouble on other occasions soon enough for that.

Helen had also been there for Deneve in so many ways during the darker moments of her life. When she despaired and faltered, remembering her past and feeling shame for being a defensive warrior, Helen had been there to set her straight and ease her mind. In fact she had been rather thoroughly scolded for being reckless, something Deneve afterwards would always remember fondly. Similarly although she had not been there when Deneve experienced an Awakening for the first time, it had been thoughts of Helen that had given her the strength to turn back. She had thought of Helen, and of their promise.

It sometimes seemed to Deneve that the progress of their friendship could be graded after the locations in which they slept. When they first met they had started out on opposite sides of a small fire, but over time as they grew closer Helen had chosen spots closer and closer to rest, eventually coming side by side to Deneve. It felt like a good comparison.

The first time they had rested clearly on the same side of a fire, though not yet quite side by side as they eventually would, Helen had said it, right out of nowhere.

“You are my Black Card.”

“What!” Deneve had been uncharacteristically frantic then and she knew it, but for a moment she had feared that her friend was telling her that she wanted Deneve to take her head right there and then. It was the first time Deneve fully felt the fear of losing Helen. “What are you saying?”

“You’re my Black Card.” Helen had grinned as always, trying but not quite managing a casual and carefree air. “If I have to go that way, I want you to do it. Not that I plan to, but in case that happens anyway...” For a moment the seriousness had shone through very plainly, and it had touched Deneve deeply. “I want you to be the last thing I see.”

Deneve had closed her eyes in silence for a long moment before nodding her acceptance. “In that case you have mine as well.” She decided. “But let us not make that necessary for many years still.”

Helen had smiled then, not a grin but a smile. “It’s a promise, Deneve.”

And now here she was, sitting on the floor of a kitchen in the ghost town of Pieta, her back propped against a box of apples and with Helen resting her head on Deneve’s legs. They were in there ostensibly because the oven kept the kitchen not merely nicely warm but toasty, and according to Helen just because they would not die from the cold it did not mean they had to like it. Privately Deneve suspected that it had to do with the box of nicely stored red apples, but either way she did not mind giving in to Helen’s whims once in a while.

She wondered if she was being a bit overly solicitous with Helen right now, and if the other woman had picked up on it yet. It was just that Deneve had somehow managed to genuinely hurt her friend, though she still did not quite understand how or why, and knowing that had made her feel truly awful. She wanted to make up for it somehow, but was at a loss for how given that she really did not quite understand what happened herself.

It seemed so... innocuous.

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They had been watching Clare spar with Irene, Helen shouting absurd encouragements to Clare and making several other women also watching laugh. Undine had been there, and while Helen exchanged words with Miria, Deneve had walked over and engaged her former team leader in conversation. The conversation, complete with a few demonstrated sword grips and swings, had taken a lot longer than Deneve realized, and by the time she returned to the waiting Helen Clare and Irene’s match was long since over, several other women using the square for various things instead.

Helen had frowned and not looked at her when Deneve approached. That in itself was so unusual that it had alarmed Deneve, and she had tried to ask what was wrong.

Helen’s jaw jumped and her mouth opened and closed several times before she finally faced Deneve. “You really like Undine, don’t you?” There was something very strange about Helen’s voice. “You really like her a lot.”

A bit confused about the question and concerned about the way Helen acted, Deneve tried to understand what was really going on. “Yes, I do.” Certainly she bonded somewhat with the gruff warrior over their similarities; she had assumed Helen knew that.

The reaction to her simple reply stunned Deneve. Helen nodded, her lips pressed tight together in an expression Deneve had never seen before, and then suddenly Helen spun around and dashed off between buildings, heading for the forest.

Deneve could not move. In that brief instant where Helen turned away, Deneve could swear that she had seen the glitter of tears in her eyes. Tears! What was going on?

She jumped, startled, when a hand squeezed her shoulder.

“She is hurting quite a bit right now.” Miria spoke softly, having been nearby supposedly training a few of the less experienced, and had therefore grasped most of what had just happened. “It is better you wait until she returns to clear up the misunderstanding.”

“Misunderstanding?” Deneve twitched instinctively in the direction Helen had disappeared, making Miria smile affectionately at her. “Hurting? Why? What did I do?”

“She thinks you prefer Undine and...”

“What?” Deneve interrupted, her usual calm quickly evaporating. “Prefer... to her? But Helen is my... Helen is...”

Deneve could swear she heard Miria chuckle under her breath as she patted her soothingly on the shoulder. “Don’t worry, it will be alright. Once she gets back you just pull her aside and tell her so.”

“Will she forgive me?” Deneve asked quietly, unaware that Miria had the sudden urge to hug her for the lost expression on her face. “Whatever it was that I did wrong, will she forgive me?”

“She will. Trust me.”

It had been a couple of very anxious hours for Deneve until Helen finally returned. When she did Helen sauntered up to her with a cheerfully apologetic face that felt altogether false to Deneve, and attempted to brush her sudden departure away.

Deneve stopped her by grabbing her by the hand, pulling her back out into the snow until they were somewhere a bit more private. Once they were Deneve began to stumble her way through both a heartfelt apology and an explanation that while she liked Undine, no-one compared to Helen, and there were no-one she cared about more.

Relieved to see Helen smile again, a beautiful genuine smile, Deneve didn’t question the sudden hug she received.

“I’m sorry too, Deneve... for being such an insecure baby.” Helen told her, squeezing her briefly before letting go. “That’s how much you mean to me, I guess.”

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A darkly red apple waved back and forth in front of Deneve’s vision, dangled there by a grinning Helen whom had relocated to rest her head on Deneve’s lap.

“Yes?” Deneve asked mildly, knowing she had been caught not listening but that Helen wouldn’t tease her too much about it.

“You could just have told me that the latest accounts of Clare being involved in public groping or getting caught putting her clothes back on in random locations was boring you, you know.” Helen teased lightly. “I was beginning to think I would have to sing to get you back from wherever you had gone to.”

Deneve chuckled. Helen’s singing was a force to be reckoned with, and it certainly would have gotten her attention. “Sorry, I got lost in thought.”

Helen nodded graciously and studied her apple for a moment.

“Don’t you think they look like hearts?” She held up the apple again. “See? It looks a little bit like a heart.”

A heart? Deneve grunted noncommittally, she wasn’t sure she had enough imagination to really agree. It just looked like an apple to her.

“Did you know that the first time I can remember eating an apple was the first time I saw you?” She didn’t give Deneve enough time to say anything to that, knowing the other woman wouldn’t know the significance of that.

“I was little, had really only begun my treatment, and I wasn’t supposed to be where the older girls had combat training, but I watched you anyway. I was so impressed by everything about you that I forgot I was supposed to go get something to eat.” Helen laughed a little. “My stomach growled and you heard it.”

“I hadn’t even noticed that there was an old apple tree there, but you turned around, slashed an apple down off a branch and bounced it with the side of your sword so it landed right in my hand.”

“Really?” Deneve felt just a little bit embarrassed for some reason. She never thought Helen remembered her from back then. “I don’t remember the part about the apple, but I do remember you.”

“You do?” Helen beamed up at Deneve, clearly pleased. “But how, if you don’t remember about the apple?”

To Helen’s amusement Deneve squirmed before answering. “Your smile.” She smiled a little herself in memory. “I would always remember your smile.”

Caught off guard Helen could not help but blush as she stared at Deneve in wonderment. Deneve felt rather pleased with herself.

It was then Helen’s turn to apparently lose herself in thought, but Deneve did not mind in the slightest. She was satisfied watching expressions come and go on the face of her friend in silence, and beside that Helen had been right, it was rather nice and warm in there.

Finally Helen nodded to herself and appeared to study her apple very carefully before sitting up and taking a small bite.

There was a surge of sudden motion, and then Helen was straddling Deneve’s lap pressing her lips to Deneve’s. Surprisingly deftly Helen pushed her tongue inside, delivering a small bite of apple before drawing back.

Sheer reflex made Deneve swallow the uniquely delivered morsel, but otherwise she sat completely unmoving, unblinking even, and stared at the bashfully blushing yet still grinning woman in her lap.

“Did I catch your attention?” Helen said softly to the stunned woman. “You never seemed to get it any other way I tried to show you how I feel.”

Somehow it appeared that it was still possible for Deneve’s eyes to go just a fraction more wide and round. Helen looked at her with an expression so sweetly loving it made something tug almost painfully hard in Deneve’s chest.

“I’ve come to the point where I have to tell you or I’ll just burst, so...” There was such earnestness on her face, and a vulnerability that was rare for her. “I love you Deneve. I have loved you for so many years now, and I don’t think I can ever stop loving you.”

She glanced away as she continued haltingly. “I, I guess you never thought about it... that you don’t really feel...”

Helen’s words were cut off by Deneve yanking her forward to press her lips to Helen’s in a firm but inexperienced kiss. After her initial gasp Helen quickly wrapped her arms around Deneve’s neck and responded with great enthusiasm, neither letting up for a good long while.

When they finally parted it was only far enough that Helen leaned her forehead against Deneve’s while they both took a moment to just breathe.

“Wow.” Helen murmured, earning an amused and happy little smile from Deneve. “I guess this means that you...?”

“Oh yes.” Deneve rumbled, thinking that it was very nice to have her arms around Helen like this, and that she didn’t want to let go anytime soon. “For a long time, I think.”

She could not quite see Helen’s happy smile in response to that, but the little squeal of joy more than made up for that, and then Deneve was pressed back against the crate with Helen’s lips and tongue eagerly returning to find hers.

They would spend hours on that floor, entangled in eager exploration. Dizzily it would come to Deneve at one point that she really knew Helen, and had known her for so many years.

But on some days Helen could still surprise her.





Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Awakened Love

Claymore-fanfic. Reunited at long last, Teresa and Clare’s relationship can finally grow. (Teresa/Clare, Miria/Galatea, Irene/Flora, Helen/Deneve)



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Disclaimer: Claymore belongs to Yagi Norihiro as far as I know, and certainly not this little dragon.
As I have never read the manga this is based solely on the anime and the odd spoilery thing I picked up off Wikipedia, but as I change around the official story to suit mine anyway, not to mention completely make things up, hopefully it won’t matter too much.

This is a sequel to “Paths of Silver”, “Chasing the Lightning” and “The Healing Touch”, and it is a Teresa/Clare story with tiny hints of other pairings in it.


The order in which to read these stories:
1. Paths of Silver
2. Chasing the Lightning
3. The Healing Touch
4. Awakened Love
5. Apple-Shaped Heart



Awakened Love
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by Carola “Ryûchan” Eriksson






That first moment that Teresa walked back into her life Clare had been caught in confusion, but what the mind had yet to fully grasp, her body knew. To body and soul alike Clare just knew Teresa, like she would never know anything else no matter what happened.

For Teresa it had been harder to reconcile the image in her memories, of the serious red-headed girl with green eyes that had seen too much pain, and the adult warrior before her, her pale blonde hair reaching no longer than her chin and her eyes the uniform silver of their kind. It was not until she looked into those same silver eyes as they changed, filling with the knowledge that Teresa was there, that she truly recognised the woman her young charge had grown into.

They fell into each others’ arms with desperation, clinging to each other for all the pain, the loss and the longing, for all the long years they had been apart. The world changed in that moment: the boundless love had returned, whole and unstoppable, and the pain inflicted upon it was fading.

That the other women looked upon the clingy pair and teased them about it mattered not at all; this time around they would squeeze in every moment of togetherness that they possibly could, and they would not be parted.

After the battles and her following long sleep, finally Clare was awake and fit enough to leave her hospital bed and move about as she pleased. Miria showed Clare and Teresa to a room that had been set aside for them, a simple room with little space left between the wide bed, a high chest of drawers and a small table with a washbasin, but nonetheless a private one for just the two of them.

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When Clare had been a girl their growing love had been simple, clear, and although Teresa at the time had not been accustomed enough with affection to have an easy time of showing her young charge how much she meant to her, they somehow managed.

With Clare as an adult, things were different although they did not grasp this at first.

“Can I sleep with you?” The softly spoken question from Clare on the first night in their shared room came with a small and melancholy smile, and did not really make sense in their present, given that the room only had the one bed.

Teresa knew the words instantly though and realized that for Clare, whom had been unconscious for the several days and nights already that Teresa had rested next to her on a small cot in the field-hospital, this was the first night they would be together since that time, all those years ago, when Clare as a little girl had asked Teresa the very same thing. Teresa never had the chance to fulfil the innocent request then.

“You are crying.” Fingers that now bore the calluses that marked a sword-wielder caressed Teresa’s face so very gently, brushing the tears from her eyes.

Teresa smiled at her wistfully. “You always were the only one that could make me cry.”

They lay down then, carefully embracing. By rights it should have been awkward, neither woman was used to such things, but for the two of them, together, it was just right.

Softly Teresa pressed her lips to Clare’s forehead, her cheeks and finally her lips before resting her cheek against the hair that while a different colour was still as soft as Teresa remembered. She wrapped her arms tightly around Clare.

For the first time ever Clare, having never told more than the rare snippet to anyone else, spoke of the events surrounding Teresa’s death. Silently encouraging the halting tale without interrupting Teresa wept again, her heart breaking for the child that had not only been forced to face that horror alone, but that in her grief had picked up the head of the person she loved and walked on... right into the arms of the Organization, condemning herself to a nightmare life just to cling to some small part of Teresa.

The story of Clare’s years at the Organization was by and large familiar to Teresa, having herself lived through much the same thing while becoming a warrior. Although it felt slightly strange to hear how Clare had found comfort in Elena, Teresa knew that she herself had found hers in Irene when they were young, and tried not to focus on the little voice inside that she alone should be the one to comfort her Clare.

After Clare’s story was done and Teresa had told what she knew of her own, they lay quietly for a while. Then Teresa raised herself up on one elbow and gazed at Clare, looking as if she hesitated to say something.

“What is it, Teresa?” Clare asked when no words seemed forthcoming.

“Can I...” Teresa’s eyes trailed to Clare’s abdomen. “May I see it?”

With anyone else Clare would not have been too willing to shed her uniform, but this was Teresa. Divesting herself of her clothes and lying down bare to searching eyes and gently brushing hands was not a problem. Not for her.

There was sorrow in Teresa’s eyes as she took in the sight of Clare’s tormented flesh, knowing full well how it had become like that and how terribly painful a process that was. Moving on impulse Teresa leaned down and pressed her lips to warm and strangely smooth-feeling skin in a brief caress.

A heartbeat later she leaned in again, beginning a trailing series of slow, gentle touches of lips and hands, washing every single part of warm skin with her love. It was a very healing thing, and once Teresa had covered all of Clare’s abdomen in her tender caress, Clare gently urged Teresa out of her own clothes and returned the favour with the utmost of love and adoration.

Afterwards they lay beneath the blankets, naked and entwined, holding each other close.

It became their routine whenever they decided to sleep, undressing to share a few gentle touches and then fall asleep like that, the sensation of skin against skin between them feeling like a natural thing. Even while awake they tended for closeness with one another, not really thinking much about it when mid-conversation with someone Teresa might walk up to Clare and just naturally wrap her arms around her. It was a source of some amusement to the other women of Pieta, but also a tiny source of hope that they, too, might someday know what it was like to have something slightly similar with someone.

Although there were many assumptions made about Teresa and Clare and the nature of their relationship, few would have suspected that the chaste little kisses and touches occasionally observed by others was all they did in expressing their love for one another physically. While it was in truth due to another budding couple that the concept of love in all its aspects between women of their kind was spread, Teresa and Clare were often made to share the credit.

In truth it took far longer for them to get to the point where the odd chaste kiss and simply sleeping naked together were no longer enough for them than for several other couples there.

It was a night much like any other, only instead of finding undressing and embracing one another to be peaceful and loving, there entered something restless and frustrated into their actions. Eyes roamed over pale, moonlit skin with a different feel, focusing on different things than before. Light touches and kisses, while sweet and loving as ever, made them tremble with frustrated need for more, for something largely unknown.

Clare, surprisingly knowing just a small fraction more about such things than Teresa, cupped Teresa’s face and brought her down for a kiss quite different than those shared before. Moving their lips and tongues together Clare led Teresa in a lover’s kiss, full of longing, need and hunger, but also of full of endless promise.

After her initial gasp of surprise Teresa responded eagerly, and they kissed this way until long into the night before this too was not enough.

Eventually awakening need and desire, and an imagination fuelled by new thoughts courtesy of their Captain’s newly famous enthusiasm with a fellow warrior, a new and different aspect of their love came into being between them.

Hesitant caresses became a gently exploring touch, and they moved together so slowly, so lovingly, reaching for them unexpected heights of pleasure again and again through the night. Finally tired they lay trembling slightly in each others arms, sharing soft words of love and devotion.

It felt like being complete at long last. And it felt like home.




Saturday, July 18, 2009

The Healing Touch

Claymore-fanfic. Miria is has a small wound,but help is not far .(Teresa/Clare, Miria/Galatea, Irene/Flora, Helen/Deneve)


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As I have never read the manga this is based solely on the anime and the odd spoilery thing I picked up off Wikipedia, but as I change around the official story to suit mine anyway, not to mention completely make things up, hopefully it won’t matter too much.

This is a companion story to “Paths of Silver” and “Chasing the Lightning”, and it is a Miria/Galatea story with tiny hints of other pairings in it.


The order in which to read these stories:
1. Paths of Silver
2. Chasing the Lightning
3. The Healing Touch
4. Awakened Love
5. Apple-Shaped Heart


Warning: this story contains descriptions of sex.





The Healing Touch

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by Carola “Ryûchan” Eriksson






Although she was otherwise firmly set against allowing those around her to give her any special treatment merely because she was their chosen Captain, Miria found herself almost pathetically happy that she had been ganged up upon and forced to accept the private sleeping chamber previously belonging to Pieta’s Mayor as her own.

Days had passed now, the women were healing and their course had been set, much to Miria’s joy and relief, but she like most of them was still bone tired. To some extent it was because she was the Captain that Miria was tired, she had done her damnedest to keep a strong front, an impeccable, solid and dependable mask for the others, shrugging off both fatigue and injury over and over.

The bed was terribly opulent for just one person, large and soft and with pretty little swirls and patterns carved into the wood. Had she not been so tired Miria was sure she would not have been able to make herself sleep in something so soft after years of the hard ground and her sword at her back, but it was with a grateful sigh she laid her head on the pillow now.

A sharp and painful twinge in the area of her left hip reminded her of one of the other drawbacks of that Captain’s mask. Reasoning that her own injuries were not as bad as some, Miria had deflected regeneration help and instead wrapped her wounds to heal on their own as she went about her business. It had not been fun, nor the pain negligible, but it was not the first time she had done such things, and she managed fine. Or so she thought.

Most of the injuries had healed well and left no lingering ill effects, but there had been a wound in the area of her hip that, although healed over now, clearly was not quite right. Miria had felt some discomfort from it, and the occasional twinge of pain, and realized that there was something locked inside, a tip of something or a sliver of rock, something small yet big enough to cause her body to protest. She had considered her options.

She could not go to Tabitha or the others for the sheer embarrassment of it, their Captain whining over a mere splinter and all that, and asking Clare, Helen or Deneve for help would be tantamount to asking to be endlessly mother-henned. Miria grinned into her pillow at the thought of her three adoring and often over-protective little sisters, whom rarely treated her as their Captain anymore. She liked that.

Since asking Teresa or Irene for help felt even worse than going to the younger warriors in charge of the field-hospital, Miria had decided to try to carve the offending thing out by herself, despite the awkward angle she would have to do it from. It wasn’t as if anyone would see if she made a mess and tore a chunk out of herself, she would just be patient and keep herself well wrapped until fully regenerated, again.

Of course it had to happen that earlier that day while they were tearing down some buildings on the edge of town for material for the wall, Miria had been forced to use Phantom speed to save Yuma from being buried in the resulting rubble. The small jab of pain had ten-doubled, badly enough so that she had stumbled on that last step, although thankfully Yuma had somehow managed to wriggle herself into both a stumble and a fall as soon as they had stopped, unintentionally covering up Miria’s little mishap with her own.

Groaning quietly Miria forced herself out of bed and over to the small table that held washing utensils, a large and ornate bowl, and an equally ornate pitcher of cold water. The Mayor’s old shaving knife was both sharp and pointed enough to serve her, and Miria had already gathered her own small collection of bandages, otherwise hidden away in one of the drawers of the very elegant dark wood desk the Mayor had also been forced to leave behind.

Stripping herself out of her uniform to wash up it occurred to her idly that she should encourage everyone to refrain from using their uniforms unless sparring or when out scouting, instead making use of the vast store of clothing left behind in the city when people had fled. She had a momentary thought of herself wearing the clothes of the rather rotund little man that had been Pieta’s Mayor, and chuckled. Would not that have been a sight? Almost as comical as Galatea wearing the abandoned clothing of a barmaid, or...

The amusement trailed off as Miria’s thoughts moved to the tall and statuesque woman that in her childhood had saved Miria’s life.

Galatea had been on Miria’s mind a lot of late, almost disturbingly so, though Miria found that little she could do would change that. It was no small wonder, the woman was always there, whether it was to offer unswerving help and support or to simply tease Miria out of her mind.

Ironically Galatea was the one that had come to mind first when Miria had considered getting help taking the splinter out, but for some reason her thoughts had zeroed in on undressing in front of the other woman, and a wave of terrible embarrassment had not only overruled the idea but beaten it to a bloody death as well.

Embarrassment was not a feeling previously all that familiar to Miria, but since Galatea had entered her life in Pieta it seemed it was something she was going to be all too accustomed to. Sometimes the playful teasing was harmless enough, but other times... She could feel her face heat up even now when she thought of the outrageous joke Galatea had pulled, declaring in front of the majority of the others that if she had her choice of lives, Galatea would have had Miria for her wife. The small comfort she had at the time taken in the knowledge that no-one knew that by ‘Strawberry’ Galatea was referring to her was now gone, as enough women had heard Galatea use the odd nickname for Miria by now for it to be common knowledge.

Galatea had called her beautiful, then.

Lost in her thoughts Miria just stood there, absentmindedly moving her hand through the water in the bowl in front of her, the task she had set out to do momentarily forgotten. ‘My beautiful wife Strawberry’ Galatea had said. Did she mean it?

Could someone so stunning herself as Galatea really think that Miria was...

Frowning at herself Miria shook the thought away. What kind of ridiculousness was she thinking of now? Why in the world would she take Galatea’s playfulness seriously, and of what possible difference could any of that be?

With a bit more briskness than strictly called for Miria washed her hands, soaked her washcloth and set about cleaning her torso with merciless precision. She would not think of Galatea any further.

Noises from below let her occupy her mind with something else. Directly below this room assigned to her was a rather impressive kitchen, and focusing her hearing Miria could indistinctly make out Helen’s voice. Something about apples? No wonder, it was always about apples with Helen, although the other girls were starting to catch onto her joking about putting apples in every type of food known to man by now.

A deeper voice chimed in, and although she could not really tell who it belonged to Miria could take a guess. If the usual suspects were in the kitchen, then that meant Helen and Deneve likely with Clare and Irene as well, since only Irene and Helen among all the women present knew their way around a kitchen enough to provide food for the rest. Irene, undoubtedly from her long years of living alone in a foreign land, had proven a quite capable cook, and was trying to impart some of this knowledge to the younger warriors with varying degree of success.

Miria could practically see them now, bickering playfully while Helen threatened to put apples into soup or something equally absurd, and while Deneve and Clare did their routine in response Irene would silently go ahead with the actual work. Then the door would open and Galatea, another person known to roam the larders and actively promote eating, would come in and...

No, wait. She did it again, found some way to let her thoughts stray back to Galatea.

With a grimace she focused on cleaning her lower body. That was right, she would not hear or see or think anything, especially not about Galatea. She would not think of her, not picture her, not imagine that she heard her voice...

“Strawberry?”

Yes, Galatea sounded precisely like that, and Miria would not imagine that she heard it.

“Strawberry? Miria? Are you alright?” The hand on her shoulder actually made Miria jump in surprise. “Did you not hear me at the door?”

“Galatea!”

“Yes... it is me.” The taller woman said slowly, eyeing Miria with suspicion. Then silver eyes dipped down to take in the naked body in front of her, and not only did Galatea’s eyes quite blatantly stop at the level of Miria’s chest, but her expression changed as well.

Suddenly overcome with a need to cover herself Miria pressed the washcloth to her chest in a futile gesture, as not only was the cloth quite small but also Miria was not sure exactly what she wanted to hide. She settled for crossing her arms over her chest and nonchalantly turning her back to Galatea.

“What are you doing, Strawberry?” Galatea wondered, her momentary distraction of naked skin no longer as accessible and allowing her to focus on other things. She picked up a roll of bandages and eyed the razor. “Miria, are you hurt?”

Perhaps it was because the woman would so seldom say it that Miria liked how Galatea said her name so much. Pushing that idle thought aside Miria gave in and explained to Galatea about the thing troubling her hip.

“You should have told me.” Galatea frowned and looked around. Miria was so relieved that Galatea did not admonish her for not asking for help that she did not protest when the other woman picked up knife, cloth, bandages and bowl and urged Miria to move over to the desk instead.

Finding herself half-sitting naked on the edge of the large desk with Galatea kneeling between her legs was something that made Miria’s breath become strained and her body break out in goosebumps, and she stared unblinkingly at a distant spot on the ceiling.

“Are you cold?” Galatea asked kindly and soothingly stroked the leg opposite her. Miria bit her lip and shivered. “Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle.”

Strong, capable hands probed the area of Miria’s hip, then lifted the leg slightly and probed again. Miria gasped and squirmed, wondering why her heartbeat had picked up and tried to will it to calm down again. Strangely she heard Galatea breathe in deeply through her nose, and then whisper something Miria suspected was not intended to be spoken out loud. “You are killing me here.”

She probed further and, hitting the problem spot, got a different kind of gasp from Miria. “Here? Alright.” Supporting Miria’s leg on the edge of her shoulder Galatea went to work with steady hands. Miria tried to keep staring at that spot in the ceiling, but when Galatea’s arm brushed lightly against parts that Miria had never conceived would know touch, she slammed her eyes shut and grabbed the edge of the desk as tightly as she dared.

“It is the tip of a claw.” Galatea spoke in a very quiet voice before replacing the razor with the cold washcloth. Water ran in tiny rivulets down from the cut, feeling ice cold against far too heated skin without doing anything much to help. It was all very confusing really, if Miria had been quite able to form much of coherent thoughts anymore.

Having washed the wound to satisfaction Galatea replaced the cloth with her hand, and from the telltale tingle Miria knew that Galatea was attempting to use her yoki-manipulating abilities to speed up Miria’s regeneration there. Miria herself was more focused on a different and much stronger tingle, and on not allowing herself to make strange and inappropriate noises.

Galatea stroked Miria’s side encouragingly while she kept her hand in place, aiding the healing as best she could. Miria trembled in response, but Galatea said nothing about it. Finally the small cut had joined together on the outside, although it would take a while longer before it healed within, and Galatea moved her hand away. Instead she leaned in and bestowed the spot with a tender kiss.

With a yelp Miria jerked strongly, jostling them both, and then... froze.

No longer breathing Miria stared into the ceiling with wide and unseeing eyes. Although equally still Galatea did not stop breathing for long, and when small puffs of air caressed against hot flesh, Miria whimpered.

The tip of a hesitant tongue reached out to touch against surprisingly wet heat, making Miria moan. A more steady exploring swipe stumbled upon that tiny point of incredible sensitivity and pleasure that neither woman had even known existed, and with a cry Miria bucked her hips strongly into Galatea’s face.

“Galatea!”

With a deep growl Galatea grabbed moving hips with both hands and dove in, devouring Miria with some force. Acting on instinct Miria spread her legs wider and grabbed Galatea’s head, a stream of sounds and Galatea’s name flowing from her lips unchecked.

When Miria thought she was going to go insane from it all, Galatea suddenly stood up. A look passed between them, and then they were both impatiently tearing Galatea’s uniform apart in their hurry to take it off. Lips met, again and again while hands roamed, until finally they were both naked. Hips aligned in an angle that made them both gasp and move with abandon, rocking together on the edge of the desk heedless of the upturned bowl spilling its contents in a puddle around their feet, the bandages and torn fabric littering the floor, or the thumping of the desk as it struck the wall with each grinding thrust.

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The muffled sound of rhythmic thumping made everyone in the kitchen look up towards the ceiling.

“What do you think she’s doing?” Helen wondered, listening to how the sounds continued.

Irene hid a slight grimace and turned back to where she had been cutting vegetables for soup. “It is nothing you need to concern yourselves about, so leave it be.”

“Could she be hammering something?” Deneve suggested, but couldn’t really come up with what.

The sound stopped and Helen and Deneve went back to helping Irene, while Clare and Teresa were virtually hanging off one another, talking.

“There!” Helen turned to the others with wide eyes. “Did you hear that? She’s screaming!”

The screaming abruptly stopped and was replaced by more thumping, only coming from a different direction. Irene sighed and put her knife aside.

“It didn’t sound like she was screaming from pain.” Teresa mused, absently leaning on Clare.

They listened for a while as the thumping continued and changed in speed and strength, until the screaming returned.

“STOP!” Irene raised a hand as three agitated young warriors, and one optional extra that never seemed agitated unless it had to do with Clare, prepared to make a dash out of the room. “Your Captain is neither in trouble nor in pain, and she really will not want your company right now. Stay here.”

The noises stopped, and after a long moment of listening intently, Helen, Deneve and Clare relaxed. They had just gotten back to their previous activities when the screaming started up again, sans the thumping.

This time the younger women did not wait for Irene to reason with them, instead they dashed out of the room and up the stairs. With a small apologetic shrug to Irene Teresa followed them.

The screaming had just stopped when they reached Miria’s room, but Helen kicked open the door all the same.

If they had taken the time to notice such things, the women crowding the door would have noticed that the room was unusually messy, there was bandages and torn clothing strewn across the floor along with blankets, a puddle of water, a washing bowl, and a small upturned table. All their attention however was taken by the bed and the two women entwined upon it.

The couple helplessly shuddered together a few more times before sliding apart, and the flushed and scowling Galatea reached down to snag a blanket to cover themselves with. No-one spoke for a moment, as the women just inside the room were too stunned and Miria too out of breath.

Irene made her way through the hall that had filled up with blushing women drawn there by the sound of a group loudly running around, until she reached the ones standing in the room. With an apologetic look towards Miria and Galatea she began ushering the staring group out, but Miria stopped her.

“Girls...” Miria cleared her throat, trying to pretend that she was not blushing furiously. “Was there anything you wanted?”

When a hesitant group of shaking heads was her answer, Miria nodded. “Good, good.” She tried and failed not to react when Galatea moved around to place a few small kisses along Miria’s neck. “If there is anything you want, if someone needs to talk to me or if anything happens, don’t hesitate to knock on this door.”

“But if there really is nothing that needs my attention right now... Gala and I would like to be alone for a while.”

Irene nodded and walked away dragging Clare and Smirking Teresa along with her. Deneve, blushing and trying to avoid looking in Miria’s direction again, grabbed the gaping Helen and pulled her away as well, closing the door carefully in her wake.

“Now then...” Galatea whispered huskily into Miria’s ear. “Where were we?”

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Some time later Miria lay on her back in the very soft bed that suddenly seemed just the right size, at least while it came with a naked Galatea sprawled out under its blankets with various limbs possessively splayed over her. Smiling she watched the tall woman sleep, her face appearing peaceful and younger in slumber, causing Miria to feel an almost achingly deep surge of warmth and affection for her.

She leaned over and kissed her lightly, enormously charmed when Galatea in response squirmed and then snuggled in closer.

“Mine.” Galatea murmured sleepily into Miria’s neck, wrapping her arms around her lover.

“Yes Gala.” Miria answered with affectionate amusement. “There is no doubt about that anymore, you made sure of that.”

“We could have done without having every single woman in Pieta seeing us in bed together though.” Miria sighed; it had not escaped her notice that the hallway had been full of goggling young women earlier. And she really, really dreaded the next time she would talk to Helen.

“No, it was a good thing.” Galatea roused herself from sleep to carry her end of the sudden conversation. “That way it will spread so much faster.”

“What will? That I am yours?” The suggestion was only partially made in jest, Miria had a feeling Galatea would be possessive about her.

“Mm, that too. Though I meant the knowledge that something like this is possible even for creatures like us. The Organization made sure we all would think these things are irrelevant for us to know, because we were told we could never have anything like it.”

“Like what?”

“Love, Miri.” She snuggled closer still. “Love, sex, a relationship... maybe even family, in a way. Reasons for living.”

“Things we can only have with others like ourselves, but that the Organization would not want us to know about because they want us to have no stronger purpose in life than to fight yoma and obey them.” Miria said slowly, beginning to see what Galatea was getting at.

“The kids realize it is still possible for them, and then maybe they start wondering what else might still be.” Galatea sounded sleepier. “That maybe those dream lives aren’t quite as impossible as they thought.”

“You have given this a lot of thought.” Miria was a touch impressed; she certainly had not thought anything along those lines. Mainly she had just been unable to think of anything but Galatea. “And here I thought you just really really wanted me.” She added playfully.

“Of this there can be no doubt.” Galatea grinned into Miria’s neck, nipping her lightly. “To think I have spent so long trying to get you to fall for me, when all I needed to do was to ravish you.”

Miria chuckled and kissed the top of the fair head. “Sleep now, beautiful. We’ll talk more in the morning.”

Galatea murmured something that Miria thought sounded like “If that’s what you want to call it” and then promptly obeyed without protest. Miria closed her eyes to do the same, but could not help but to smile when it came to her... dream lives, specifically Galatea’s dream life.

There was probably quite a few more ‘orphans’ than Galatea had intended, but they did have them and the house in the city she had specified, even if the city was Pieta, and most importantly, Galatea as her ‘wife’. It was a beautiful dream indeed.

Miria’s smile widened. It was not a bad reality either.



Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Chasing the Lightning

Claymore-fanfic. Irene had devoted everything into not become a monster. Romantic pursuit was not something she had ever considered.
(Teresa/Clare, Miria/Galatea, Irene/Flora, Helen/Deneve)



Read Chasing the Lightning




Disclaimer: Claymore belongs to Yagi Norihiro as far as I know, and certainly not this little dragon.
As I have never read the manga this is based solely on the anime and the odd spoilery thing I picked up off Wikipedia, but as I change around the official story to suit mine anyway, not to mention completely make things up, hopefully it won’t matter too much.

This is a sequel to “Paths of Silver”, and it is an f/f story focused on Irene with hints of other pairings in it.


The order in which to read these stories:
1. Paths of Silver
2. Chasing the Lightning
3. The Healing Touch
4. Awakened Love
5. Apple-Shaped Heart




Chasing the Lightning

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by Carola “Ryûchan” Eriksson






Irene’s vaunted Flash Blade was a technique based on self-control; absolute control over oneself both physically and emotionally was required to achieve mastery of the Flash Blade. As such the tall and silver-pale elven woman tended towards impeccable composure in all situations, something which tended to garner equal amounts of respect and awe as her famous sword technique.

Only the one known as Teresa of the Faint Smile knew what lay at the bottom of Irene’s cool self-control and stoicism, that it was in fact not the sword technique that had turned Irene this way, rather the Flash Blade had been created from an iron self-discipline that had already been in place for years. Only Teresa knew that a very young Irene had looked at her reflection, upon skin turned the colour of milk, hair a shade too silver to be white, and slender pointed ears that stuck out from her head like tiny wings, and been horrified.

As young as she was then, Irene still realized that the reason for her so drastically altered features was that for her the process of merging yoma parts into her body had gone further than for most, been more complete than for her age-mates. Ever an intelligent child Irene had deduced that for her the step between warrior strength and becoming a monster would be shorter than for others, that no matter how skilled or how strong she was, she could expect her lifespan to be brief... at least if Irene wanted to die as something still resembling a human being.

Teresa and Irene, not only age-mates in the Organization but also friends, had taken different approaches to the same end goal. Where Teresa refused to let herself be changed into a monster by never allowing herself to tap into the powers that slumbered within, Irene forged her iron will, a will that would allow absolute control of her body and that would by virtue of its strength alone defy any pull of Awakening.

Life away from the Organization had tempered the naked blade that had been Irene, but it had been a lonely existence. Having first received a student, and one with ties to both herself and a long lost friend at that, and then had this one precious friend returned to her, these things had created change in Irene. Although vaguely aware of this, Irene was ruefully ill prepared for what was to come.

Irene had noticed her fairly early, while conversing with operation Captain Miria and doing her best to ignore the behaviour of Teresa and Clare, how could she not? Although delicate in appearance the woman was clearly a strong sword, and once she spoke she set herself apart from her peers by way of her surprisingly feminine voice and refined speech.

As a rule, warriors of their kind tended towards neither of these things; the transformation favouring a deeper pitched voice for most, and although they had all received the schooling to speak in more refined manners when needed, few adopted this for their everyday life. An idle thought crossed Irene’s mind that she would like to see the other woman’s sword in action, but beyond that she did not consider her further.

In the midst of the battle against Easley the woman had appeared at her side, the predatory gleam in her eye that they all tended to have in battle but a solemn look on her features as she turned towards Irene and spoke in very formal tones.

“Irene of the Flash Blade, it is my honour to stand by your side in this battle.”

Irene had nodded, some part of her wondering why the young woman would know her old Organization name but shrugging it off as unimportant for the moment, and they had charged in.

Impressed by her speed and skill Irene would later make a point to find out both the name of this warrior and the name of her sword technique, and Windcutter Flora was a name spoken with respect by her peers. Respectable warrior though she might be, something about the woman struck Irene as a bit odd, and she could not quite decide why.

As they had dashed down the mountainside, Irene having carried two of the slower young ones that otherwise might have been at risk had the volcano erupted, this Flora had turned to her and with a strange look in her eyes praised Irene’s sword technique.

“You are truly magnificent!”

The Flash Blade tended to inspire awe in younger warriors from Irene’s experience, but never had it been stated to her in quite so... fiercely spoken words before. Bewildered Irene pushed it aside, concentrating on what came next, tending the wounded, burying the dead, and fortifying their base of operations. Teresa and Clare needed her, as Clare slept deeply and without stirring for many long days and Teresa forgot herself in keeping vigil, and the young Captain of this group of warriors also sought Irene’s council often. There was little time to contemplate strange but skilled warriors with wavy hair and large sparkling eyes.

In a limited group occupying a certain amount of space it was not particularly surprising to continuously cross paths with a person, but after a while it seemed as if whenever Irene turned around Flora was there. They exchanged words and greetings in passing, much like Irene did with any other woman there, but... Flora appeared unusually solicitous, always there to politely offer a hand, hold open a door, assist in any a small way possible, or, which was the thing that unnerved Irene the most, simply appeared to stare at her.

Then one day as Irene was at the town square after a training-session with Clare, Flora stepped up and politely requested a match. Apparently she had a desire to see how well her Windcutter would cope against Irene’s Flash Blade, and Irene, not about to decline good training, accepted.

The match was naturally explosively fast and fierce, and gathered quite an audience. Sword clashes were heard and winds raged from their slashes, but the actual movements were too fast to see, leaving both women appearing as if they just moved around holding their swords while looking at one another. Secretly delighted at the younger woman’s speed and skill, as only Teresa and in short but increasing bursts Clare were close enough in speed to fight with Irene at her own level, Irene smiled.

It was but a small smile, but upon seeing it Flora stopped cold and lowered her blade. Strangely looking slightly flushed and with another of those odd expressions on her face, Flora declared with uncharacteristic loudness, heedless of their rather large audience, to Irene that “Truly, you are so beautiful!”

Completely dumbstruck Irene was frozen in place, helpless to do anything but stare wide-eyed at Flora who, with a tangible blush and somewhat dismayed expression on her face, turned around and made a swift but graceful escape from the square.

As the women that had been watching the proceedings began tittering quietly amongst themselves, Irene turned desperate eyes on the nearby Teresa. Teresa of the Faint smile became Teresa of the Not So Faint Smirk as she smacked her friend in the shoulder. “Flora is a good one. I approve!”

“She is, but what are you approving of?” Confusion gave way to frustration, and an uncharacteristic slip of temper. “WHAT is GOING ON here?”

“Romance, Irene, romance.” Seeing the blank look on her friend’s face Teresa stifled her amusement just a little and tried again. “It would seem that young Flora is quite infatuated by you, my friend. Given the kind of woman she is, I would say that it is likely that she is quite in love with you.”

Incomprehension gave way to shock and then, to Teresa’s delight, to a pale blush that stretched from the tip of one slender elf ear to the other. Teresa burst out laughing.

“Some friend you are, laughing at the plight of your comrade.” Irene muttered grumpily after Teresa had laughed for a while. “This is all your fault anyway, yours and Juniors, corrupting the minds of the young.”

“Oh no, you cannot lay the blame for this on me and Clare, you beautiful devil you.” Teresa snickered as Irene’s blush intensified. “I would say that our dear Captain Miria carries the responsibility for this one...” A wide smirk. “I know I felt quite... educated, at least.”

“Weren’t we all?” Irene mumbled, now with an amused smile pulling at the corners of her lips. “We never had these sort of problems back in the old days.”

“When did we ever have the chance to have these sort of problems back in the old days?” Was Teresa’s wry retort before her tone changed to something far more compassionate. “What will you do?”

“I will talk to her.” Irene decided, receiving an encouraging nod from Teresa. With a parting slap to Irene’s arm Teresa stepped back intending to find Clare, while Irene set out with a determined stride in the direction that Windcutter Flora had made her escape.

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Irene caught up with Flora in a small garden on the outskirts of Pieta, the wavy-haired woman standing among a few trees bent nearly double from their heavy coat of snow. Although she approached her carefully and silently, a small stiffening in the slender back made it clear that Flora knew she was coming.

What could she say? Irene was woefully ill prepared to even consider matters of romance much less discuss them; it had been even more alien to her world than for most of her sisters. Irene had gone through her life secure in the knowledge that no male would look at her twice, making the risk of her falling prey to the fouler side of humanity even more infinitesimal than for the others. And yet here was this so very lovely woman expressing that kind of interest in her, perhaps even more if Teresa was right.

Before Irene had the chance to speak Flora began apologizing for her behaviour, stating that her actions had been inappropriate and rude, that Irene should not have to be burdened by Flora’s emotions, and... Irene cut her off there, frowning slightly.

“Burdened? I cannot think that anything about you could ever be a burden.” She said honestly while gathering her thoughts. “And inappropriate? Compared to some people, some couples, here, you have been very subtle and discreet... so much so that I had no idea until just now.”

Sharing a brief smile of amusement at the thought of those couples mentioned and their behaviour, both women relaxed a little.

“It is... true, then?” Irene asked, unintentionally a bit bashfully and awkward, feeling the tip of her ears heat up. “What Teresa said, about your, ah... interest in me?”

By contrast Flora cast off any embarrassment and lifted her chin proudly to look Irene in the eye as she spoke with clear and absolute conviction. “I love you.”

Nothing more, nothing less, and then she waited for Irene to say something.

“I, ah, I have never... considered anything...” Irene frowned at herself, annoyed with how she felt and acted like a child still wet behind her ears, but helpless to do anything about it. “I respect you and like you, and that you... have feelings... for me does not bother me, but I do not know how to tell if I... if I could possibly...”

Flora, whose expression had changed drastically over the course of Irene’s chopped up speech, swiftly cut Irene off by leaning in and capturing the older woman’s lips with her own and keeping them there.

Thoughts completely derailed by the discovery of softness and warmth, Irene did not come to her senses until a long while later when they both parted for air.

To her shock Irene found herself pressed up against one snow-burdened tree, her long arms firmly wrapped around Flora with one hand embarrassingly placed cupping the swell of the other woman’s bottom, while Flora had both arms around Irene’s neck, cradling her head and tangling into her hair. Irene could still feel the electric tingles that had been sparked by Flora’s tongue inside her mouth, and shivered involuntarily.

“I would say that it is worth giving it a try, Irene.” Flora’s voice was a trifle breathless, and her eyes at this short range appeared rather lidded. Irene felt a strange and strong, yet not entirely uncomfortable, twinge deep within at the sight. “What do you say?”

Irene barely gave herself enough time to breathe a “Yes” before she returned to Flora’s lips, revelling in their impossible softness and in the mind-stealing heat of their embrace.

Their exchange continued for a long while, the ever increasing heat and intensity eventually causing even enhanced beings as they to pant softly as they clung to one another.

“Pity we did not bring a blanket.” Flora whispered as she made one last soft return to Irene’s lips.

“Why? Are you cold?” Irene asked, still somewhat dazed and instinctively leaning in towards Flora who was untangling herself slowly.

“No.” Flora bestowed Irene with a shockingly sensual smile as she stepped back. “But I will not lay you down into the snow.”

Wide-eyed and suddenly finding it hard to swallow Irene obediently took the hand Flora offered her.

“Perhaps it is as well.” Flora pulled gently. “Although speed is good, we need not rush.”

Together they made their way towards centre of town and the living quarters, hand in hand. The stunned expression of Irene’s face would not fade until well into the night.




Friday, July 10, 2009

Paths of Silver pt2 End

Claymore-fanfic. A rewrite of sorts of the end, and more, of the anime series.
First part in a series.
(Teresa/Clare, Miria/Galatea, Irene/Flora, Helen/Deneve and hints at a het pairing)


Read Paths of Silver pt2




Disclaimer and order of stories: See part 1.





Paths of Silver pt 2

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by Carola “Ryûchan” Eriksson









Priscilla was awakened from her troubled sleep by something familiar, something terrible and frightening. Scrambling up from her makeshift bed she cast her eyes wildly about until they found the direction of Pieta.

Screaming in fear and clutching her head Priscilla ran off into the falling darkness, attempting to outrun that which caused her fear yet completely unable to shake it off.

The long locked-away memories of her past came back to her, all in a painful jumble, as she staggered and stumbled her way in between snow-covered trees. She screamed and sobbed and tore at her head, but the images would not stop. If only she could find her friend, if only he was there, he could make the images and the confusion go away and she would be safe.

Picking up speed she raced through the snow. She must find him!

The images that frightened her most were the ones of the pale woman, Teresa, yes, yes she remembered that name, Teresa was the most frightening thing of all. Teresa... was the one at fault, the one to blame, the one that was evil! Teresa was the one that had taken everything Priscilla loved!

Teresa had... Teresa had... taken Priscilla’s friend? Teresa had... hurt him and taken him away? Was that right? Yes... yes, that was right. Teresa was a monster, and she had taken Raki!

Barely noticing the transformation she underwent Priscilla turned towards Pieta and the presence she felt, carried forward on legs that ate the distance at an impossible speed. Priscilla would find her friend.

And Teresa would be made to pay.

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In Pieta Irene and Teresa, worried for Clare and her sudden burst of yoki-releasing anger, had kept abreast of her, keeping an even pace as the three of them cut through the remaining Awakened beings.

So few enemies remained by now that Miria took a moment to rearrange the teams so that Veronica would be in charge of a small group that would take care of healing Jean and a few others that had received more grievous wounds, while the two remaining teams would take care of whatever was left of wounded opponents attempting to flee the town.

They felt her just moments before she came down from the dark sky, her large and purple form landing not far from Clare with such force that the ground shook in her wake. Eyes closed she was still for a moment while everyone stared on in varied states of shock and horror, and in at least one case, with her surprise opening the door to half a lifetime of hate and sorrow.

Then Priscilla opened silver eyes to glance around herself, looking for a moment confused. “Raki? Where is he?”

The shock of hearing that name spoken by the one she hated most was, for but a moment, enough to jar Clare back in better control of herself. Conversely Irene and Teresa both froze, faces pale as they stared at this nightmare from their past walked unexpectedly into the present.

“Hmm?” Priscilla glanced over her shoulder at the gathered women behind her but appeared to take little notice of them. “He’s not here... where could he be...” Her gaze turned back towards Clare and stopped there.

“You! You took him!” Anger stole over otherwise almost sleepily indifferent features and settled there. “Yes, I remember now... you took Raki! You, you, you murdered him!”

“Raki?” Clare gasped, trying to understand how the monster that had plagued her life could even know that name, and with a growing sense of horror just what the winged Awakened being was inadvertently telling her. “W-what have... WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HIM?”

“You murdered him!” Priscilla continued as if she had not heard Clare at all. “You ripped out his guts and ATE him!” A large, clawed hand reached down to grasp the hilt of a fallen woman’s sword even as silver eyes turned a glowing gold. “You killed him and ate him even though he had been so kind to you!”

Having gotten her answer, the only one she would ever have from Priscilla, Clare lost her recently regained control and released herself into a mighty roar of anger and pain, her yoki flaring up like a pillar encasing her.

“MURDERER! I’LL KILL YOU TERESA!” Priscilla cried in response, causing the real Teresa to turn towards her in surprise even as she hastened towards Clare. The angry Awakened being swung her borrowed sword in a vicious attack, but found it deflected against Teresa’s blade.

Staring into the face of her nightmares while still thinking she saw the same woman standing a small distance away from them as well proved too much for Priscilla, whom with a youthful-sounding shriek jumped back, stumbling, staring wide-eyed at them both while shaking her head.

“No! You are dead.” Priscilla’s voice sounded human now, small and fragile. “You are dead, I killed you!”

Too disturbed by the sight of two Teresa Priscilla turned, and with a mighty heave of her wings, fled with great speed into the sky. There was a whooshing sound and the last sight they had of the Awakened being before her wings took her too far away was of Clare, half transformed and with eyes that burned yellow, clinging to Priscilla’s leg while attempting to swing her great blade around to slash at a purple back.

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Teresa and Irene took off after the disappearing combatants immediately, not bothering to wait to see if anyone else intended to follow as well or otherwise speak to their comrades, they just dashed off into the night.

Of those left behind Deneve and Helen turned wild eyes on Miria, whom hesitated for just a moment.

“Go, Captain, follow Clare.” Flora hastened to assure, understanding the conflict. “Veronica, Undine and I will see things sorted here. Those of us that still can will join you as soon as we are able.”

Miria nodded. “Everyone, Flora is in charge in my absence.” A glance at Deneve and Helen. “You two come with me.”

The three of them raced out of the city.

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Swift though they were, by the time Irene and Teresa reached the volcano where Priscilla’s flight had ended the battle between her and Clare had already raged a while. As the two of them made their way inside the dangerous choice of a battlefield, things were already coming to their pivotal point between Priscilla and Clare.

During the battle Clare had allowed parts of her body to Awaken, causing her lower legs, arms and upper torso to be larger and gleaming white, her hands and feet turn large and clawed, and from her back sprouted a pair of enormous white wings that bore an obvious gleam of metal to them. Looking at the wings one could not help but to think of the usual representation of the goddess Clare and her wings, only the wings of the goddesses of mercy never looked this lethal.

Clare had clearly gained control over her new appendages, as mere moments after Teresa and Irene’s arrival the two enormous wings shot out and, like a pair of razors or possibly swords, sliced both arms and wings off of the already wounded Priscilla.

Down fell the Awakened being, crashing into the rock with blood pooling around her as she reverted into human form from all the damage. Sobbing Priscilla tried to crawl away, but without her arms all she managed was a weak squirming, and then Clare was upon her again.

Standing over the so hated being, seeing her defeated and wriggling helplessly while crying for a salvation that had been lost to her long ago, Clare’s rage ran its course. Calm and clear of her anger and desire for vengeance Clare lifted her blade high. Curious how now that the moment she had always wanted was here, all she could feel was a sense of unwarranted pity and compassion.

Looking down she felt herself silently vowing to Priscilla that her suffering was over now, and strangely the insane female stilled, looking up at Clare with eyes suddenly filled with calm acceptance, even gratitude.

Priscilla smiled gently.

Clare brought her blade down, neatly severing Priscilla’s head from her body and shattering it in a single swing. Afterwards she sank to her knees, clutching at herself and sobbing as she fought to reverse the change her body had undergone.

It was all over now.

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His bride. These insolent children had not only eradicated his army, but they had killed his bride!

Easley shook with unfamiliar emotions that were beginning to well up within. He clenched his hands and tried to will himself to calmness.

The wise thing would be to leave now, to retreat and build an army anew, and stronger, before returning to his campaign. All his followers were gone, now Priscilla as well, and even though he felt no concern that these little girls might actually cause harm to him, he was no longer in a position to take on Riful or Luciela. He really should regroup.

Those insolent whelps! He would teach them the true meaning of pain and despair!

Throwing his head back he howled as he allowed himself to cast aside his human guise and take on his true form. He roared to the sky.

“PRISCILLA!”

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When Miria made it into the volcano the battle with Priscilla was already over. Teresa was kneeling next to the sitting Clare, embracing her tightly as Clare struggled to beat back her Awakening. Irene was standing over the blood-soaked remains, her face hidden in shadows as she appeared to stare at the corpse.

Focusing on Clare and her dilemma Miria steered her descent towards her, trying to remember what Jean had said about the manner in which Clare had helped her revert from an Awakening. Beside her Helen and Deneve slid down the stone walls as well, when they were all violently thrown off their feet by a monstrous outpouring of yoki.

Suddenly he was just there, large and dark and a glowing whirlwind of yoki so strong the light formed a pillar reaching further into the sky than eyes could follow.

Scrambling to her feet Miria could not help but consider the odds. Two, no, three able warriors, two living legends and one Clare, hovering on the edge of destruction for who knew how much longer, against Easley. The Abyssal One of the North.

As Easley moved towards Priscilla’s remains the one that was closest to him was Irene. The master of the Flash Blade showed remarkable calm when she leaned down and gathered up the beheaded form.

“Be at peace.” Irene spoke softly before hurling the body down into the lava, then jumping back to stand by the others. The lava did not even hiss as Priscilla’s body was swallowed and melted away.

With yet another roar, Easley charged.

Teresa and Clare were airborne before Easley’s attack reached them, and both could be seen flashing back and forth attacking him from above. A sound that Miria felt must be the Flash Blade was heard moving around on the other side of the Abyssal One suggesting Irene full at work, while on Miria’s side... She had lost sight of Deneve after the unfortunate warrior had taken a devastating strike of Easley’s two front hooves full to the chest and been thrown to the far side of the crater, but at least she had seen one of Helen’s arms weave about to ward off some attack somewhere to the side.

Miria herself used her Phantom technique to full ability just to evade the barrage of projectiles Easley shot in great volleys towards her. Her blade worked at top speed just to keep herself from being impaled by the insidious missiles, she could not advance enough to make a difference from this vantage point unless she was willing to take several at least crippling shots moving closer.

The rock beneath her feet shook as her feet touched it briefly, and over the sounds of battle she could hear someone else screaming as they were being thrown into the stone wall with great force. Something in the pit of her stomach told her that it was Helen.

Sensing a gap in the barrage Miria changed direction, determined to do the most of it. One Phantom-speed jump and then another, one projectile grazing her thigh despite Miria cutting down as many as she could with her sword, and then... a mistake.

Reaching out to kick off from something to make her forward lunge, ground, wall, random outcropping, anything, her feet found nothing. Glancing down all she could see was moving lava, and with a cold sense of inevitability Miria realized that she had allowed Easley to drive her right over one of the large cracks in the volcano’s crust. There was nothing to break her fall with or even alter her trajectory, and she could hear the high-pitched whirr of another volley of projectiles rushing her way.

Closing her eyes on instinct Miria was unprepared for the sudden impact that propelled her backwards with some speed, but she was not so addled that she did not tightly grip whatever kept her from falling.

The first thing she saw when opening her eyes were silver eyes that held a small twinkle of amusement, and long flowing pale hair. One strong arm held Miria close while the other wielded a claymore with almost absentminded ease as they sailed to a stop. When the person in question winked at her Miria knew who it was, even before a voice purred into her ear.

“It is nice that you are comfortable, but don’t go falling asleep on me Strawberry.” Galatea smirked at her briefly as she put Miria down, before she turned serious eyes towards the thick of the battle. “Any plans?”

Firmly pushing away a strange surge of embarrassment Miria looked around, noticing with no small amount of awe all the women pouring over the edge of the volcano to throw themselves at Easley. A slow but increasingly confident half-smile found its way to her lips.

“I think I might just have one...”

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Easley had almost dispatched half of those accursed women despite some of them being far stronger and more difficult than they had any reason to be, when the inside of the volcano suddenly erupted in silver-eyed witches. Like ants they came crawling out of every crack in the ground it seemed, frustrating him to no end.

Every time he slashed at one in some way, three others appeared to block his attack while a fourth took a chunk out of him. His regenerative powers were straining to keep up with the onslaught; one attack managed to take one of his front legs, and while that regenerated both his hind legs were severed. Limbs and chunks of him flew every which way while the rock beneath him trembled and shook with the strain.

Finally, as his regeneration began to slow down considerably from the constant use, all his legs and most part of the hind portion of his body was severed, causing him to crash down onto a ground deeply washed in purple blood. The wretched creatures drew back then, all of them, as if on cue, and Easley wildly cast his eyes about to catch whatever attack would come next. And he did see them.

Fifteen golden-eyed warriors lining the edge of the volcano walls. All of them staring at him with obvious purpose.

After all those oh so very long years Easley knew with a fear that lanced through his heart that he was looking upon his death. He tried to draw himself up, tried to will more power to his slowly regenerating lower half, but he knew it would not be enough.

The women flew down from the walls as one, a small group of what was clearly the fastest ones among them aiming straight for him while the others did something he could not be bothered to see in the background.

Easley raised his arms and prepared for their attack.

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Flora’s Windcutter and Irene’s Flash Blade each took one of the large and transformed arms while Phantom Miria raced by and severed the protrusions on his back. Completely without limbs the Abyssal One lurched on rocky ground that suddenly heaved beneath him.

“NOW!” Miria cried the order even as she, Irene and Flora all leapt towards the safety of the volcano walls.

In response the women around the edges of the volcano pounded with all their might into the stone crust which provided the ground upon which the battle had taken place. The stone ruptured with a resounding boom, and where Easley teetered the ground shattered in a large area around him, sending him plunging towards the lava.

For one single frozen moment Easley looked up and found Clare there, hovering above him with gleaming wings spread wide, Teresa in her arms.

From the depths of the distant memories of what had been his childhood came the thought of the two goddesses of mercy, and Easley smiled.

Then two claymore blades arced out and in a single swing cut his head in two.

A mighty heave of large wings, and the two women propelled upwards. Beneath them rock and Abyssal remains all plummeted into the lava with a large and terrible splash. Outside on the upper slopes of the mountain Miria had already ordered the rest of the women to run, putting as much distance as possible between themselves and the volcano. It rumbled and spat some of its contents towards the sky in protest to this sudden disturbance, before finally settling back down to resume its slumber.

The Abyssal One called Easley was no more.

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Watching the women gathered around the fire in the faint morning light, Miria could not help but be filled with a sense of wonder and pride. How had they all managed to survive against such impossible odds?

They had lost five women in the end, each of their deaths a tragedy of course, yet Miria had gone into this battle fully believing no more than one or two would survive at best, so compared to that five where a surprisingly light price to pay. There were a few women seriously wounded, so much so that it was entirely due to their healers’ efforts that they had not been lost as well, and of course not a single one among them had escaped the battle completely unscathed, but all in all it was a good account. The wounded now slept in the part of their commandeered building that had been turned into their field hospital, along with Clare who had drained herself completely during the ordeal, and now slept under Teresa’s watchful eye.

Miria herself felt fairly drained as well, and she knew she was far from the only one. They should really all go inside, find themselves beds, and go to sleep, but she understood the others’ unwillingness to do so. Although the night had passed now, the aftermath of such a long and intense battle still had them all on edge, and for many of the younger or previously less experienced women there was probably a sense of fear that a surprise attack should occur if they let their guard down enough to sleep. It did not matter that Miria herself had assured them all that the area was empty, that Galatea could sense no other yoki for miles, and that every single corpse of the Awakened beings had been accounted for, many of them would still be uneasy for a while, and be plagued by dreams of bursting walls and exploding ground. There was little to be done about such things but endure them until they had passed.

She would give them a few hours more, until what passed for daylight here had come, and then she would order everyone to bed and leave someone who still had some strength left to stand guard. Miria would do it herself despite how drained she felt, but she had a strong suspicion that if she tried that she would have a mutiny on her hands. Helen, Deneve and Flora would not let her stand guard alone no matter how much she ordered them, and... to Miria’s embarrassment Galatea had already whispered a threat that she would pick Miria up and carry her to bed in front of everyone if she did not go willingly.

She would probably do it too, for some reason the otherwise dignified number three had no qualms about doing all manner of outrageous and scandalous things around Miria it seemed. What had Miria ever done to garner such attention from the senior warrior? She really could not imagine it.

At the moment Galatea and a limping Helen were passing out apples to everyone, browbeating the other women into eating and emphasizing the need to eat and sleep to regain lost strength. Trust Helen to find apples, regardless of where or when. Honestly, they should rename her Apple Helen, for it certainly seemed as if procuring apples out of nowhere was one of her stronger abilities.

A large and brightly red apple appeared in front of her, interrupting the strangely silly turn Miria’s thoughts were beginning to take, and it was with a touch of gratitude that she focused on it.

“For you, Strawberry.” Galatea winked and took a seat next to Miria.

“I haven’t been a redhead since I was a child.” Miria felt some strange compulsion to point out, although even though it would take quite some effort to locate the faint trace of what had once been bright red in her hair, whether or not Galatea thought she could still see it was surely not of any consequence. “But thank you, for the apples.”

“I remember.” Galatea said softly, polishing an apple of her own. “Though I suspect you don’t.”

“No... I remember.” Miria matched Galatea’s quiet tone and appeared to be studying her apple. “You saved my life.”

“It was my first mission.” She frowned suddenly. “I’m sorry, is it too painful to talk about?”

“No.” Miria sighed, wondering idly when she had gotten so callous about the horrors of her childhood. As traumatic as it had been at the time, now even the memories had faded, so much so that the detail were lost. She couldn’t even remember anything about her childhood up until the moment when she had witnessed the yoma slaughter her family, her first truly clear memory was of seeing Galatea, a tall and gangly girl still years from adulthood, standing there over the yoma’s dead body with her large blade in one hand.

Strange how she hadn’t thought of that in years.

Afterwards, after Galatea had carried her out of the building and handed her over to someone and that someone immediately abandoned her as soon as Galatea had been out of sight, a man in a black cape had taken her with him. The Organization had owned her ever since.

“We all come from similar beginnings. We are all the orphaned and unwanted survivors of acts of yoma that the Organization picked up along the way.” She took a bite of her apple. “Were you really sent by the Organization to join us? I can’t believe they would so carelessly discard their ‘God Eye’ as that.”

“They didn’t. I was supposed to observe only, and I was expressively forbidden to take any action at all.” Galatea seemed rather unconcerned for admitting gross disobedience to the Organization. “I have used up all my second chances; returning to the Organization now would mean that I face the sisters or Rafaela as my execution squad.” She twirled the half-eaten apple in her hand. “So you see, I can no more go back than you can.”

Miria didn’t know what to say in response to that. Somehow, saying thank you to someone who had just put herself at the top of the Organization’s hit list for the sake of you and yours seemed woefully inadequate. So instead they ate the rest of their food in silence.

“You know you have to tell them, Miria.” Galatea’s voice was quiet and serious. “They both deserve and need to know all of it, and as soon as possible. While there is still time for them to decide for themselves.”

Wearily Miria nodded. She hadn’t wanted to bring this up, not now, perhaps never, but it was true that she couldn’t stall any longer. Although the knowledge in itself was dangerous, the gathered women needed to know of everything, before the Organization would come for them all.

She stood up and waited for everyone to go quiet and focus their attention on her. It didn’t take long.

“There are things you all need to know. Things that will not be easy to hear.” Miria looked from face to face, emphasising the seriousness of what she was about to say and noticing how several women straightened, forcing down fatigue or pain, in response. They truly were a group to take pride in. “I am sure that many of you have suspected it by now, but we who were sent here by the Organization were not meant to survive this battle, much less win it.”

“Many of us gathered here are what I would call the Organization’s ‘problem children’. Some of us have been known to disobey orders, ask questions we should not, or in other ways proven that we think for ourselves, all things not allowed. Worse, some of us, like myself, Clare, Jean, Helen and Deneve, have all experienced one or even several Awakenings, yet unlike what the Organization tells us is supposed to be possible, we managed to turn back.”

“For those reasons the Organization has been trying to kill us for some time, although never before so blatantly obvious as this mission. If you all examine yourselves I am sure you will know if and for what reason the Organization would wish for your deaths, and for those that know themselves never to have disobeyed, questioned or crossed the line, I have an even sadder bit of information.” A breath. “You were simply judged to be expendable.”

“What exactly the Organization hoped to gain by halving its number of active operatives simply delaying Easley here in Pieta I cannot say. I can tell you that whatever their thoughts and plans were, they did not take in account Galatea, Teresa and Irene fighting alongside the rest of us, nor could they have foreseen Clare’s actions and strength.”

“For a long time before being sent here, I have been gathering information about the Organization. Although I have gotten not nearly as much as I would have liked, what I managed to gather before they became aware of me is enough for them to want me and any I share this information with to be killed as quickly as possible.”

“So many generations have passed by now that we never think to question it, but have any of you wondered how humanity survived the yoma before the Organization began creating our kind?” No voices were heard in reply of course, but Miria could tell by the looks on the faces around her that had they not thought of it before, they certainly were doing so now. “I tried to find records of the time before the Organization, or stories passed down among people, and of what little there is it seems to suggest that the first waves of yoma attacks were not large in number and appeared just before the Organization made itself known. The oldest accounts of yoma still have silver-eyed warriors of some sort arriving to slay the monsters, meaning our kind had appeared by then.”

“Consider the years it takes to create one of our kind. Both the transformation itself and the training take so long before one is strong enough to fight yoma. Also yoma parts are needed for our creation, yet the Organization had warriors to send out nearly as soon as the first yoma appeared.”

“You should consider also where the Organization gets their supply of yoma parts for our creation in the present.” Galatea added, sharing a look with Miria. “We all know that villagers burn the corpses of yoma and yoma victims alike as soon as one of our sisters is out of their sight. Simple human superstition takes care of that before any Handler arrives, but even if it did not, the transplanted parts must be taken from a fairly fresh corpse in order to be usable. Transporting dead yoma from all over the countryside back to the training grounds would take much too long.”

“Simple logic would tell us that there are yoma being kept by the Organization, if for no other reason than to create more of our kind. Although I cannot prove it, I believe that there is more to it than this.” Miria took over from Galatea, knowing it had to be spelled out. “I firmly believe that it is in fact the Organization that creates the yoma.”

Amidst the outraged protests and cries of shocked disbelief Galatea stood up next to Miria.

“I have no proof to offer you either, but I know without a doubt this to be true. In my years as the Organization’s ‘God Eye’ I have seen and sensed this and more, things even darker and more horrible than their deliberate creation and release of yoma.”

Reluctant and troubled silence followed. It was true that there was not a single woman among them that had not at one point in her childhood lost all to yoma, so the possibility that they had unwittingly worked for the very people ultimately responsible was too painful a thought to digest all that easily.

“Unfortunately there is more. While I could never trace together enough to make a guess as to the Organization’s purpose, I do know that the release of Awakened beings into the wild, male and female alike, was done deliberately.” Miria continued. “A very large number of those that remain today were originally in custody of the Organization, where presumably it would have been easier to kill them before they gained in strength and gathered together. Since their release whenever warriors were sent after Awakened beings it appears they were either sent in small groups to be killed, or against stray Awakened beings in order to strengthen or push a certain warrior towards Awakening herself. I have myself been subject to both scenarios, although they failed.”

“The bottom line is that a number of us as of this mission have cut our ties with the Organization, and have no intention of returning. It is up to each and every one of you to decide for yourselves what you want to do from now on, whether you wish to go back to the Organization or chose another path for yourselves. If you choose to go back we will not hold it against you, just be aware that you may not be wanted back alive.”

“Those that choose to desert from the Organization will have their share of what provisions we have as they set out, but they can also stay here with the rest of us. For now all I can say with any certainty is that we intend to survive, beyond that where we go or what we do I feel we should decide as a group when the time comes.”

“One last thing.” With a sigh Irene, who had until now been silent and not reacted to anything spoken, rose to add information of her own. “It may or may not interest you to know this, but I have lived for years in a country outside of this island nation of ours. As such I know there exists no yoma outside this island, and the Organization’s reach does not extend there.”

“Anyone that wishes to run from the Organization should consider taking their flight over the ocean; the lands there are vast and even if a skilled warrior is sent in search for you the chances of being discovered are considerably less. You may find that you are able to create new lives for yourselves there, although I would recommend that you keep contact with humans to a minimum if you can.”

Having said her piece Irene calmly inclined her head towards Miria, scooped up a few apples into a piece of cloth, and silently walked back inside to the hospital.

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“Captain?” Tabitha asked hesitantly after the silence in Irene’s wake had lingered for a while. “I understand about breaking with the Organization, and about staying here together while everyone heals, but...” It embarrassed her a little that her voice sounded as lost as she felt. “What will we do?”

The silence stretched on until someone other than Miria decided to break it.

“What would you want to do?” Galatea offered with a touch of encouragement in her tone. “If not for the Organization, yoma and swords, what would you be doing right now?”

Tabitha swallowed her instinctive response that why, without the Organization she would be dead now, eaten by yoma or starved to death as a child with no means to care for herself. But that was not what her senior was asking of her, was it? “I-I don’t know.”

“I... I think I would have worked with horses... you know, in another life?” A voice offered timidly. “If I had been, ah, normal? Horses like me.”

“I think I would have made a decent farmer.” A gruff-sounding voice added as the change to the new and somewhat less bleak subject was eagerly accepted. “It doesn’t seem too hard, working the soil.”

“I’d have been a blacksmith, pounding on things that don’t break easily sounds good to me.”

“I would have liked to be a cook!”

“Helen, you would have eaten everything you ever made yourself, and your customers would get angry and never pay you.”

“But Deneve, I would have cooked for you.”

“...oh.”

“I’d have worked as whatever I could and saved up my money until I could get a little place somewhere that would have been just mine.”

“Maybe a fisherman? Spending all day on a boat, catching fish that doesn’t try to catch you...”

“A scribe... I would work as a scribe and have a small place of my own with a bright window where I could grow flowers.”

“What about you?” Tabitha dared to ask the tall woman whom while rather intimidating somehow seemed friendlier at the moment. “What would you have done?”

“Ahhh...” Galatea gave the younger warrior a conspiratorial wink. “I would live in a small house in the city, raise an orphan or two, and live happily with my beautiful wife Strawberry.”

Upon hearing those words the Captain had a strange reaction, blushing the darkest red Tabitha had ever seen on one of their kind and breaking out in a violent coughing fit. Tabitha winced in sympathy just watching her.

Successfully fighting down the coughing, but not the blush, Miria hurried to bark out her orders in a voice just a bit too loud and unsteady for the situation. “I want you all to go to bed now! Try to get as much sleep as you can to regain your strength, and we will talk more about everything tomorrow!”

As Tabitha got up to make her way towards the door along with everyone else, she noticed Galatea leaning in to whisper something in the Captain’s ear. The Captain jerked and gave the taller woman a strange look before turning around to make a swift yet somehow stiff dash inside the house. The oddly both amused and pleased glitter in Galatea’s eyes made Tabitha think. Strawberry?

After a moment it came to her with the image of her Captain’s darkly red face, and she stifled a giggle as she passed the older warrior on her way in. Strawberry indeed.

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The day and night that followed was largely uneventful, although sleep for most was fitful, nothing charged out of dark corners or just otherwise made its presence known in Pieta. Although Clare slept on without waking, Teresa spending most of her time tucked down into bed with her watching over Clare, the rest of the injured women were healing nicely.

On the third day everyone except Clare and Teresa gathered together in the great hall that the mayor of Pieta had used for official functions, and that the women had filled with a long row of tables, making it their dining room and meeting chamber. To Miria’s relief none of the women intended to return to the Organization ever again, and better still they all wanted to remain together.

Plans for the future were discussed back and forth, until they settled on a course of action together. Miria was and would remain their leader, something most women felt rather relieved with and Miria felt humbled by, and although they all wished in some fashion to put an end to the Organization if that was possible, they all agreed that survival took precedence. They just wanted a chance to live.

Now that the threat of Easley and his army was gone, Pieta was actually a good and defendable city. It was decided that they would fortify its walls and better the defences, so they could hole up there until the weather would turn milder in spring. As they were just now entering the harsher part of winter there, the storms and the snow would provide further protection for the three or four months they would be staying, although they did not think that the Organization would dare to mount an attack against them quite so soon. Still, to be safe escape routes across the mountains and forests would be decided upon, as well as strategies for the eventuality that a large-scale attack was mounted against them.

Because the citizens of Pieta had left in such a hurry the city was still filled with all manner of provisions, and groups were put on gathering anything useful to the cluster of a few large buildings surrounding the city square that the warriors would use as theirs. Clothes, furniture, food, firewood and even things for their entertainment, all could be found in abundance inside abandoned homes. Some houses were torn down, partly to strengthen the walls of the city, and partly for burnable wood for a large pyre outside the city where they burned all the corpses of the Awakened beings. Inside the city graves were painstakingly carved out of the frozen ground for the five women lost in battle, in a corner of Pieta’s graveyard.

Apart from the two horses Irene and Teresa had ridden in on a number of horses were found roaming the woods, still saddled though there were no signs of human life anywhere nearby. Assuming them to having belonged to unfortunate victims of the Awakened beings, the horses were gathered in, stabled with the two already in Pieta, and taken care of. Among the saddles and other things taken off these new acquisitions was an empty scabbard that Clare, once she finally awoke after several days of undisturbed sleep, found heartbreakingly familiar.

When Clare told the whole story about Raki, and what Priscilla had told her in her insanely turned-around way, several of the better trackers offered their assistance as Clare and Teresa searched the area several times after traces of the boy.

Between the carrion-feeders of the forest and the snow, it was no surprise that they never found any traces of Raki’s body. They did eventually stumble upon a sword with the holy sign on it that fit into the empty scabbard, and Clare stuck it into the ground next to the five claymores in the Pieta graveyard, a symbolic grave for the boy who would never have a real one.

Days passed one after another, and winter settled in as one of the coldest and most vicious in an age. The blizzards that traded places with another kept the women mostly inside the city, although during lulls in the weather scouts were sent out to physically inspect for any signs of company, but also occasionally to forage. There was never any sign of either the Organization or anyone else, human or yoma, as the winter raged on.

Four peaceful months later when the weather had calmed enough to herald the coming of spring, a band of silver-eyed women set out on their journey towards the ocean.