(Suigin Tou/Shinku)
While each story hopefully can be read individually, I have written these three Rozen Maiden stories to occur in this order: 1 The Light of the Mercury Lamp, 2 Deep Red Ruby Dreams, and 3 Tea for Two. Tea for Two is placed a few days after the end of S2 of the anime, Rozen Träumend.
Read Tea for Two
Disclaimer: Suigin Tou, Shinku and the others from Rozen Maiden belong to Peach-Pit and possibly some others, and certainly not to me, I am merely taking them out to play for a while.
Tea for Two
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by Carola “Ryûchan” Eriksson
Strange, the things that can herald change. In the case of Suigin Tou, the banner of change came in the shape of a fragile golden teacup set out in front of an empty chair.
Although perhaps the truly strange thing was that Suigin Tou noticed this one subtle change of décor in Shinku’s dream world instantly, as soon as she materialized from the shadows. When had she begun to catalogue every minute detail about the delicate blonde?
Suigin Tou had no answer. Perhaps she had always noticed everything connected to Shinku.
“I remembered to set out a cup for my guest this time.” Shinku’s words were gentle, a response to the slight confusion that was evident in Suigin Tou’s eyes. “Won’t you have a seat?”
Still nonplussed Suigin Tou nonetheless accepted without a word, taking a seat in a dignified way. It was one of those things she and Shinku had in common, dignity, pride and a fondness for elegance. Unlike Shinku however, Suigin Tou’s dreamscape held none of those qualities... perhaps that was why Suigin Tou felt more at home in Shinku’s dream world than her own.
Or perhaps that was just due to the presence of its owner.
Daintily Shinku poured their tea, and they savoured it in silence. By the time her cup was almost empty Suigin Tou was frowning at the aromatic liquid as if it was to blame for her sense of being out of her depth. There were things she needed to say to Shinku, things she needed to ask, but the words eluded her grasp.
Finally Shinku set her cup down and waited until Suigin Tou’s cerise eyes met her own.
“I wanted to thank you, again, for what you did. I could not have done it alone.”
Suigin Tou accepted the thanks with a small tilt of her head, although it was still fairly inconceivable to her that Shinku or the other Rozen Maiden should have anything to thank her for. “How... how are they?” Suigin Tou’s voice was subdued and the expression in her eyes pained in a different way than they usually were.
Shinku smiled slightly. “The children are fine. Hina Ichigo appears no different than from before... the events... and once she was reassured that she may visit as often as she wants she settled in with Kanaria and her medium without further protest.”
There was a brief pause and a sigh. “While I know the decision to connect Hina Ichigo to a medium through Kanaria was for the best, I fear I shall still... miss her.”
In her troubled musing Shinku missed the fond look bestowed upon her by her taller guest.
“You always were very fond of your younger sister.” Suigin Tou’s voice was soft and surprisingly gentle. “You have nothing to be concerned about, the little ones will undoubtedly spend annoying amounts of time at your home still. And you can always visit with them when you miss Hina Ichigo, during the day or in the dream world.”
Suigin Tou reached out her cup in an unspoken request for a refill. “No matter how strong the boy is, no medium could sustain four of our kind without damage to his own life-force. There was no other option.”
Shinku poured herself a second cup as well. “I know. Jun slept for most part of two days afterwards to restore his energy... if all four of us were to siphon his life-force daily he would not have enough left to move freely, much less grow as he needs to.”
“What of you, Shinku?” Suigin Tou’s concern was clear both in voice and expression. “Have you recovered?”
The answer was accompanied by a shockingly whimsical little smile on the otherwise so composed features. “Once all was settled and everyone settled in to satisfaction, I went to sleep in my coffer. And as you know... I am sleeping still.”
The strange expression prompted a rare chuckle to escape Suigin Tou’s lips, something which surprised them both.
“I will not be sleeping for much longer, however.” Absently, as her attention lingered on Suigin Tou and the smile that had crossed pale features, Shinku touched her golden pocket watch as she spoke. “I have rested enough for now, and I worry for what trouble the others will get into if I am not there to keep them in hand.”
“But more importantly, how are you faring Suigin Tou? You and your medium.”
“Megu is tired, but doing well. She is recovering.” Cerise eyes clouded over at the thought of Suigin Tou’s fragile human. Suigin Tou had drained herself, as had Shinku for that matter, in the joint venture that ultimately served to bring back Hina Ichigo and Sousei Seki to their rightful bodies, however the mediums had been required to relinquish a great deal of energy as well. Megu, so fragile and sickly, had no energy to spare to begin with, so even though Suigin Tou had received Megu’s permission and blessing beforehand, she still felt almost ill with guilt over using Megu’s precious life force this way. It was true though that the girl was recovering at a surprising rate, and did not seem to have suffered any lingering ill effects.
“She eats regularly now, and tries to sleep as much as possible so that her strength will be as good as it can be before the operation.” Megu would finally have her heart attended to, and if all went well Suigin Tou’s frail human would in time no longer be bound to a hospital bed, carrying a death-sentence and wishing for an angel of death to grant her a quick and merciful end. Suigin Tou intended to pour some extra energy into her medium when the surgery date came, to increase Megu’s chances, and she suspected that Shinku would be there doing the same.
“That is good.” Bright blue eyes levelled a rather direct stare at Suigin Tou. “Now, do I need to repeat my question?”
Suigin Tou flustered a little under that stare. “I-I am doing fine. I have been sleeping, mostly, and like you I am just about restored.” She took a quick sip of her tea to hide her sudden and embarrassing bout of nerves. “What of the gardeners?”
Shinku relented a little. “Suisei Seki and Sousei Seki are as one might expect, truly. Suisei Seki is very emotional and clings to Sousei Seki at all times, not allowing Sousei Seki out of her arm’s reach and constantly worries about all manner of things that might cause Sousei Seki harm. Sousei Seki on the other hand is clearly bewildered but too ridden by guilt to object to the treatment.”
“I wonder... if perhaps Sousei Seki had not fully realized the depth of Suisei Seki’s emotions before?” Shinku mused over the rim of her teacup. “She seems almost... dazed by Suisei Seki’s intensity.”
Pale hands carefully twirled the now empty cup as Suigin Tou avoided meeting Shinku’s eyes. “No, I dare say Sousei Seki’s true problem is... something else.”
There was a momentary silence before Suigin Tou caved in to Shinku’s unspoken demand for a clarification. She sighed. “I do not wish to go into this in much detail, for as you know I found out these things about our sister through... less pleasant means.” The reference to the time and manner in which Suigin Tou acquired Sousei Seki’s Rosa Mystica made the intense pink-tinted eyes darken with pain and shame. Oh if only she had not been so easily manipulated.
If only they had not all been so easily manipulated.
“Sousei Seki has a... problem with her... sense of self. She believes herself to be of no value, that she was created... well, as either a failed experiment or as an intended sacrifice.” Suigin Tou frowned and crossed her arms across her chest. It was ironic, really, how alike in that aspect they were, she and Sousei Seki. “She believed that Suisei Seki did not need her anymore, and as a last service she...” Suigin Tou faltered slightly.
“...challenged me with the intention of losing.” Suigin Tou could not look at Shinku, and her voice wavered. “Sousei Seki knew that I would not let anyone else defeat you, and thought chances were good that I would take out most of the remaining Rozen Maiden before confronting you.”
“Sousei Seki’s biggest mistake in her calculations was that she believed that the result of our encounter would be your defeat by my hands, and I myself left weakened by the battle and by not having a medium to draw strength from. This way I would have made an easy defeat for the enraged Suisei Seki, whom then would be the one to achieve Alice.”
Quietly. “Do not think less of her, Shinku. However misguided, Sousei Seki acted out of love.”
A slender hand briefly moved in a small gesture of weariness before settling elegantly on a crimson-clad lap. “How could I fault Sousei Seki, when we were all so easily manoeuvred in that twisted, hellish dance?” Shinku shook her head slightly. “No, I could not... although I believe I may have to have words with my dear sister, once Suisei Seki has calmed down enough to allow it.”
“After all... Sousei Seki did not know... that I would never have...” Suigin Tou was having difficulty saying what she felt she had to, even though she knew it would be no surprise to Shinku. “...that I would never have allowed...”
“You gave your life defending mine.” Shinku cut in with a voice more emotional than Suigin Tou could recall ever having heard from the usually somewhat reserved blonde. “And even after that your soul came to me, to support and strengthen me in the battle against Bara Suishou.”
“I know how you feel about me, Suigin Tou.”
And of course Shinku would, since Suigin Tou’s soul had for a moment resided in Shinku’s. All Suigin Tou’s feelings, thoughts and memories would have been clear to see if Shinku wanted to. The pale features washed over with a rosy blush, yet Suigin Tou held her chin high, proudly, and spoke in quiet but unwavering voice. “I love you.”
To her surprise there was an answering blush on pink cheeks as blue eyes lifted to meet cerise ones. “And I love you as well, Suigin Tou.”
“You... complete me. We complete each other.” A shy smile accompanied the statement.
“We... are a pair?” Suigin Tou was surprisingly timid and her words somewhat cryptic, but fortunately Shinku understood perfectly.
“We are. A matching set, two halves of one whole, mates... yes, we are a pair.”
The brilliantly joyous smile Suigin Tou gave her at the reply made Shinku breathless, but it did not end there. Suigin Tou swiftly stood and rounded the antique table to kneel at Shinku’s feet, looking up at her with such longing and devotion it made Shinku tremble.
Reverently near-white hands clasped one of Shinku’s and lifted so that Suigin Tou could place one adoring kiss upon Shinku’s palm. Shinku reached out to trace the side of Suigin Tou’s face with the other, and then...
Then Shinku were in Suigin Tou’s arms, held tightly but gently against the taller form, and with the warmth, the softness that was Suigin Tou surrounding her. Silvery white hair formed a veil around Shinku as Suigin Tou leaned her head against Shinku’s, and Shinku’s fingers found their way into warm and silky-smooth black feathers.
Yes. This was being complete. This was... perfect.
They held onto one another for a long time, neither of them willing to relinquish this new and incredible sensation anytime soon. Shinku smiled into Suigin Tou’s shoulder as she felt fingers lightly playing in her hair.
“Suigin Tou?” A soft murmur into a black velvet-clad shoulder. “When you awaken... would you come visit me?”
They had spent a long time in Shinku’s dream world, and Shinku could feel the pull of the human world strengthen. It would be time to awaken very soon.
“I...” Suigin Tou hesitated, her voice betraying her concern and lingering guilt. “I think the others would not approve of my presence.”
“I desire your presence.” Shinku’s voice was strong and firm, as was her resolve. “That will be enough for them.”
Her tone gentled. “Give them time, Suigin Tou... time to get to know you. They will accept you, too. I am certain of it.”
They parted to share a tender look.
Suigin Tou sighed. “Megu is calling me. I suppose I really should wake up and check on her.”
Shinku smiled in understanding. “I think Hina Ichigo is trying to wake me, as well. It would not surprise me if she and Suisei Seki have managed to create some minor disaster while I was away.”
A moment of silence. “Prepare them, will you? I...I would not want anyone to think that I am attacking them.”
“I will.” Shinku promised, then eyed Suigin Tou in a peculiar way. “Suigin Tou, lean down towards me for a moment.”
When Suigin Tou complied with the request Shinku reached out to grasp her face in both hands, leaning up slightly to place a light, lingering kiss on Suigin Tou’s lips. Startled Suigin Tou froze at first, but caught on after a moment and responded sweetly to Shinku’s kiss.
They remained this way for some time before Suigin Tou took a small step back and, with a tiny regretful sigh, disappeared in a rain of colourful sparkles.
Shinku, looking into space at the spot where Suigin Tou had vanished, touched fingers to her lips with a sense of wonder.
So this was what it was like to share a kiss with the one you love.
Shinku’s smile was positively giddy, and she could not help but hug herself in joy. Even as she allowed herself to begin to leave the dreamscape to return to the world of humans, a whisper left her lips to linger behind as Shinku herself disappeared.
“I will be waiting at the house... my Suigin Tou.”
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